Belong..

Living here isn't that easy..

You have to settle down for an unstable life, unstable events and a continues threat.

You are not even sure how long your journey will last.. how long your soul will be able to live!

But you choose staying here anyway..

Not because you can't leave.

But simply because you choose to be brave or maybe.. .a little bet of a coward!

A couple of days ago i made my decision... I'm not leaving this country no matter what!

A strong love and obsession grew in me, but there was a lack of peace.

Later on i discovered a very rare nostalgic feeling.

Sitting there at the top of our village watching the sunset with a couple of my friends.

AND..

Two pieces of my heart ,and a piece of sunset were enough to bring me peace.

I thought that.. you can't feel such a serenity unless you lived a war.

You can't be that happy, that peaceful anywhere else... This land knows us, it knows all of our stories, all of our strength and insecurities. And its the only place were we can be this close together, this much in pleasure, and this much at peace.

It was a moment that deserved the suffer, a moment of life.. and i couldn't feel more blessed... i knew were i belong and what belongs to me.

I know and that's enough..

I'm grateful for this place... I'm grateful for my beloved country.

-N